对，我在一家理发店工作 Yeah, I worked in a barber shop,
但我从来都不认为自己是一位理发师 But I never considered myself a barber.
我是跌跌撞撞踏入这行，更确切的说，是嫁给了这行 I stumbled into it well, married into it, more precisely.
我不是这里的老板，正如这位老兄所言，我只是在这里打工 It wasn't my establishment.Like the fella says, I only work here.
铺子有200平方英尺 The dump was 200 feet square...
内有三把椅子，也可以称为工作台，随我们怎么叫 With three chairs,or stations, as we call 'em,
尽管实际干活的只有我们两个 Even though there are only two of us working.
但这就是我的观点 But this is my point.
我的意思是这些商人和猎人会来到这个国家 My point is that these traders and trappers would come to this country,
攫取他们的毛皮和金“腚” Get their pelts and their gold "ignots"
弗兰克·拉福，我的姐夫，是这里的主理发师 Frank Raffo, my brother-in-law, was the principal barber.
天，他可真能说 Man, could he talk.
如果你是11岁或者12岁，也许弗兰克的话听起来很有意思 Maybe if you're 11 or 12 years old, Frank's got an interesting point of view,
但有时候只会搞的我心烦 But sometimes it got on my nerves.
我这不是在抱怨，提醒你 Not that I complained, mind you.
如我所说，他是这里的主理发师 Like I said, he was the principal Barber.
弗兰克的父亲奥古斯特，他们称呼他为古兹 Frank's father August they called him Guzzi
在圣罗萨操持了35年的顶上生意 Had worked the heads up in Santa Rosa for 35 years...
直到他的心脏在一艘名叫初级平頂船的舰船上停止跳动 Until his ticker stopped in the middle of a junior flattop.
把这家店铺清清白白地留给了弗兰克 He left the shop to Frankie free and clear,
看上去倒是正好填满了弗兰克的所有志向 And that seemed to satisfy all of Frank's ambitions
剪剪头发，嚼嚼舌头 Cutting the hair and chewing the fat.
至于我，话很少 Me, I don't talk much.
我只剪头发 I just cut the hair.
上面说俄罗斯人引爆了一颗原子弹... It says here that the russians exploded an a-bomb...
而我们对此狗屁事都做不了 And there's not a damn thing we can do about it.
嗯哼 en-huh
你觉得我还能说错了？ How do you like them apples?
当一个理发师和酒吧调酒师或冰激凌店的职员很像 Being a barber is a lot like being a bar man or a soda jerk.
只要你学会基本技巧就没什么可深入研究的东西了 There's not much to it once you've learned the basic moves.
对孩子们来说，有平头，后翘 For the kids, there's the butch, or the heinie,
平顶，常青藤 The flattop, the ivy,
划桨队员,前卫 The crew, the vanguard,
少年脸谱... The junior contour...
偶尔会来一个行政脸谱 And occasionally the executive contour.
我住在纳帕街上的一个小平房里 I lived in a little bungalow on napa street.
这地方还行吧，我觉得 The place was okay, I guess.
有一个电冰箱，一个燃气壁炉... Had an electric icebox, a gas hearth...
还有一个嵌入水槽的垃圾处理器 And a garbage grinde built into the sink.
你可以说我过得很舒适 You might say I had it made.
喔，对了，还有一件事忘了提 Oh, yeah, there was one other thing.
朵丽丝在尼德林格公司负责记账 Doris kept the books at Nirdlingers,
一家开在主街的小型百货商店 A small department store on main street.
朵丽丝喜欢那份工作，会计 Doris liked the work, accounting.
她喜欢精准地了解每件事情的现状 She liked knowing where everything stood
而且她可以用员工九折优惠，买任何她想要的东西 And she got a ten percent employee discount on whatever she wanted
尼龙丝袜 Nylon stockings,
化妆品和香水 Makeup and perfume.
朵丽丝和我一周去一次教堂 Doris and I went to church once a week.
通常是周二晚上 Usually Tuesday night.
朵丽丝对神灵崇拜不太感兴趣 Doris wasn't big on divine worship,
我也怀疑她是否相信永生 And I doubt if she believed in life everlasting.
很有可能她会告诉你在我们行走人间能得到的奖励中 She'd most likely tell you that our reward is on this earth,
宾果游戏可能是其中最大的一个 And bingo is probably the extent of it.
B-7 B-7
看好你的卡片，亲爱的 Watch you card, honey.
我对这个游戏也不是很热衷 I wasn't crazy about the game,
但，怎么说呢，她开心就行 But, I don't know, it made her happy,
而且我发现玩牌场所很安静 And I found the setting peaceful.
天哪.宾果 Jesus. Bingo.
宾果！ Bingo!
朵丽丝的老板，大号戴夫布鲁斯特 Doris's boss, Big Dave Brewster,
迎娶了安.尼德林格，那家百货商店的女继承人 Was married to Ann Nirdlinger, the department store heiress.
今晚他们要过来吃晚餐 Tonight they were coming over for dinner.
正如朵丽丝所讲 As Doris said,
我们招待客人 We were entertaining.
我，我不喜欢呼朋引客 Me, I don't like entertaining.
-你最近怎么样啊，艾迪？ -还行 - How you doin', Ed? - Okay.
帮你拿下外套，安？ Take your coat, Ann?
日本鬼子在布纳把我们围困了大约六周时间 The japs had us pinned down on Buna for somethin' like six weeks.
我跟你说，我以为我们会很难熬，但我们有补给 I gotta tell ya, I thought we had it tough, but we had supply.
日本鬼子吃昆虫、幼虫和藓 The japs were eatin' bugs and grubs and thistles.
不管怎样，熬到我们离开海滩的那天... Anyway, one day we bust off the beach...
我们找到了阿尼.布拉格，就是在侦查行动中失踪的孩子 And we find Arney Bragg, this kid missin' on recon.
日本鬼子已经把这个小贱人给吃了 The japs had eaten the son of a bitch.
抱歉用词不当... If you'll pardon the...
不管怎样，他是一个瘦弱，满脸青春痘的孩子，没有什么值得一提的地方 Anyway, he was a scrawny, pimply kid, nothin' to write home about.
我的意思是，我永远不会，你知道 I mean, I never woulda, you know.
所以，我怎么说来着，亲爱的？ So, what do I say, honey?
当我对晚餐不满意的时候我会怎么说？ What do I say when I don't like dinner?
快点啊，我怎么说的？ Come on. What do I say?
我说,"阿尼.布拉格,又来？“ I say, "Arney Bragg, again?"
阿尼.布拉格，又来？ Arney Bragg, again?
-你服过役吗，艾迪？ -没有，大卫，我没有 - Were you in the service, Ed? - No, Dave, I wasn't.
Ed因为扁平足而被评定为4-F（不适合服兵役） Ed was 4-f on account of his fallen arches.
那挺难熬的 That's tough.
那个...那个挺难熬的 That's... That's tough.
是的，我想朵丽丝喜欢那些充满男子气概的东西 Yeah, I guess Doris liked all that he-man stuff.
有时候我有一种感觉就是... Sometimes I had the feeling that
她和大号戴夫之间的关系比世俗允许的要近一些 She and Big Dave were a lot closer than they let on.
迹象都曝露在那里，不加掩饰 The signs were all there, plain enough.
不是我打算在意这件事，提醒你一下 Not that I was gonna prance about it, mind you.
这是自由的国度 It's a free country.
你在苦守门廊阵地吗，艾迪？ Holdin' down the porch area, Ed?
-你的那位老婆可真是不得了 -对 - That's some wife you got there. - Yeah.
真稀罕她这种 She's a rare one.
话说，生意怎么样啊，戴夫 So, how's business, Dave?
不能更好了 Couldn't be better.
零售业现在是爆炸性发展时期，艾迪 These are boom times in retailin', Ed.
我们在卡森那边开了另一家店 We're openin' another store over there on carson,
大号戴森的分店.严格来说是小商品店 Big Dave's annex. Now, this is strictly haberdashery.
销售休闲服，睡衣，女士内衣和基础衣物 It's casual wear, pajamas, ladies' undergarments and foundations,
之类的东西 That type of thing.
实际上，我正在考虑将朵丽丝升为会计主管 As a matter of fact, I'm thinkin' of makin' Doris the comptroller.
听着，附属分店开业的时候，你一定要过来看看 Listen, when the annex opens up,you gotta stop by.
也许我们可以给你挑一件更好的西装？ Maybe we can update your suit a little bit?
因为，你整天套着工作围裙 Course, you're in the smock all day.
话说回来，你从哪里买的？ Where do you get those things,anyway?
萨拉门托有一家专卖店 Specialty store down in Sacramento.
你自己打自己的鱼饵 You tie your own flies.
我是说，如果你认真的，你就要自己打自己的鱼饵 I mean, if you're really serious,you tie your own flies.
你自己... You do...
我知道，这很细致，我知道 I know. It's meticulous.I know.
有人说，喂，你可以去商店买鱼饵 People say, hey, you can buy flies at the store.
关键是，这个过程有一定的艺术性 The point is, there's a certain art to the process.
重点其实不在于提供 The point is not merely to provide.
我要特别指出，那些鱼并不像你认为的那么蠢笨 Let me point out, these fish are not as dumb as you might think.
当然了，爱去商店就去呗 Sure. Go to the store.
给卖东西的描述一下你将在哪里钓鱼，将钓什么样的鱼 Describe to the man where you will be fishing and for what,
接着你干脆让这个人把该死的鱼也卖给你得了，艾迪 And then you might as well have the man sell you the goddamned fish, Ed.
我想说的是 My point is,
这个人懂个屁啊，你跟他灌输再多也是白搭 This is a man who knows nothing, no matter how much you tell him.
-干脆把钓来的鱼卖给他好了，艾迪 -没错 - So sell him the goddamned fish, Ed.- Yeah.
那么 Okay.
哪位有这份特权？ Who gets the privilege?
我们打烊了，朋友 We're just closing, friend.
喔，圆满的一天啊 Oh, happy days.
我希望我的生意也能这么兴隆，以至于想推掉就推掉 I wish I was doing well enough to turn away business.
有什么意见吗，朋友？这是一家写明营业时间的商业机构 What's the problem, friend? This is a business establishment with posted hours.
你应该再强硬一点，兄弟 More power to ya, brother.
不要在乎什么公众的看法 The public be damned.
喂... Hey...
我来招呼他.你回去吧，弗兰克 I'll take care of him. You go ahead, Frank.
先生请坐吧 Have a seat, mister.
-你确定吗，艾迪？ -是的，没事，你回去吧 - You sure, Eddie? - Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
悉听尊便，先生 In your ear, mister.
哎呀，这些一点就着的地中海人啊 Oh, those fiery Mediterraneans.
我说，先别着急啊，兄弟 Say, not so fast there, brother.
很精巧，是吧？ Pretty good, eh?
连专家都能骗过 Fools even the experts.
百分之百人类真发，由圣弗朗西斯的雅克 One hundred percent human hair. Handcrafted by Jacques
纯手工制作 Of San Francisco.
我不想告诉你为这个东西我花了多少钱 I'd hate to have to tell you what I paid for it.
对，这是一顶漂亮的假发 Yeah, it's a nice rug.
我正在分期付款还清它 I'm payin' it down on the installment plan.
很多人头顶暴露无遮挡 A lot of folks live with the pate exposed.
他们说女士们都觉得那很性感 They say the dames think it's sexy,
但我认为那并不是得体的装束 But for my money it's just not good groomin'.
我的朋友，装束得体可能是生意中最重要的事情 And groomin' my friend, is probably the most important thing in business.
当然了，排在个性魅力之后 After personality, of course.
我叫克莱顿·托利弗，很高兴认识你 Creighton Tolliver. Pleased to know ya.
艾迪.克兰恩 Ed Crane.
所以，哪阵风把您吹来圣罗萨 So, what brings you to Santa Rosa?
一只鹅，我的朋友，我在追逐一只野鹅 A goose, my friend.I was chasin' a wild goose.
艾迪，你听说过风险投资吗？ Ed, have you ever heard of venture capital?
风险资金，非常具有投机性 Risk money. Very speculative.
但在某些情况下，它并不是这样，你看 Except that in certain situations it's not, see.
我以为我在这里有一个愿景 I thought I had a prospect here
好吧，我是赚了些钱...然后这个没良心的人告诉我... Well, I make the haul up...And this lousy so-and-so tells me...
情形已经变了 That the situation has changed.
他所有的资本都投入到扩张计划中了，无法提供资金支持 All of his capital's tied up in expansion plans of his own.
谢谢你，母亲.又一个泡沫破灭了 Thank you mother. Pop goes another bubble.
这是自亨利·福特以来最大的商业机会 It's only the biggest business opportunity since Henry Ford,
而且我似乎无法引起任何人的兴趣 And I can't seem to interest a soul.
是这样吗？ Is that right?
它叫做干洗 It's called dry cleaning.
你没有听过，兄弟.干洗 You heard me right, brother.Dry cleaning.
无水清洗 Wash without water.
没有泡沫.不用翻滚.对衣服没有压力 No suds. No tumple. No stress on the clothes.
都是靠化学物质搞定，朋友 It's all done with chemicals, friend.
而且最关键的一点是... And here's the capper...
不会缩水 No shrinkage.
这就是 That's right.
干式清洗 Dry cleaning.
我只需要1万美元启动资金来开始第一家门店 All I need is $10,000 to open up the first store.
然后我可以用它的现金流来为另一个项目融资，以此类推 Then I use its cash flow to finance another, and so on,
跃升、自立自强，实现整个产业链的覆盖 Leapfrog, bootstrap myself to a whole chain.
我和一个合伙人 Well, me and a partner.
清洁业，朋友 Cleanliness, friend.
只有有钱投进去，就会有前景 There's money in it.There's a future.
就会有增长的空间 There's room to grow.
我说，看起来挺不错的啊 Say, that looks pretty good.
让我们看看戴上假发效果如何 Let's see it with the hairpiece on.
干式清洗 Dry cleaning.
我是疯了吗，竟然会考虑这件事？ Was I crazy to be thinking about it?
他是一个骗子推销员，或者这是一个机会,是天大好事？ Was he a huckster or an opportunity, the real Mccoy?
我的第一反应是不行，算了，整个想法太离谱了 My first instinct was no, no, the whole idea was nuts.
但也许就是这个本能反应一直把我锁在理发店里走不出去 But maybe that was the instinct that kept me locked in the barber shop,
鼻子紧贴出口，却害怕尝试转动门把手 Nose against the exit afraid to try turning the knob.
亲爱的？ Honey?
刮下我的腿毛，好吗？ Shave my legs, will ya?
如果我能搞来钱呢？ What if I could get the money?
干净 It was clean.
无水 No water.
化学物质 Chemicals.
让我来一口 Gimme a drag.
爱你，亲爱的 Love ya, honey.
你在做...请进 What you... come in.
行，可以，我们明天见 Okay, yeah.I'll see you tomorrow.
喔，我还以为你是门房 Oh. I thought you were the porter.
有什么事吗？ Can I help ya?
我是艾迪 I'm Ed.
艾迪 克兰恩 Ed Crane.
我今天帮您理了头发 I cut your hair today.
我是那位理发师 I'm the barber.
天哪，对喔.那个理发师 Jesus, yeah. The barber.
没穿工作围裙我都认不出你来了 I didn't recognize you without the smock.
我是在店里落了什么东西？ Did I leave somethin' at the shop?
不.不是，不是那样的事 No. No, it's nothing like that.
我可能是对那个生意提议很感兴趣 I might be interested in that business proposition.
你有钱吗？ You got the dough?
那个嘛，我可以弄到 Well, I can get it.
进来，进来！ Come in. Come in!
在那边坐下吧 Sit down over there.
-咖啡？ -不用 - Coffee? - No.
行吧，先坐下，随意一点别客气 Well, sit down,make yourself comfortable.
-所以请告诉我... -请讲？ -So tell me... -sure?
除了把钱投进去，作为你的合伙人还需要... Other than putting up the money exactly what would you want the partner to...
做什么？ Do?
啥都不用 Hell, nothin'.
你会想要密切关注你的投资和公司的运营情况 You're gonna want to keep tabs on your investment, The running of the business,
但我要找的是一个安静的合伙人 but I'm looking for a silent partner.
我已经完成了调研，联系好了供应商 I've done the research, I've contacted the vendors.
已经万事具备 The deal is set.
如果你乐意，玩消失都行.随便什么时候打卡签到 Disappear, if you'd like.Check in whenever you want.
我要的是钱，我不会做考勤表 I want the dough.I don't take attendance.
那我们怎么分这个... And how do we share the...
五五分账，直率坦诚 Fifty-fifty,straight down the line.
你和我，一个出钱，一个出力 You and me. Finance and expertise.
所以你把钱都备好了，对吗？ So you got the dough then,do ya?
我可以一周内凑齐 I can have it in a week.
那位理发师... The barber...
行吧，我本以为这一趟白跑了 Well, I thought this trip was gonna be a bust.
这充分说明了，当一扇门猛然关闭时 Just shows to go ya,when one door slams shut,
另一扇却打开了 Another one opens.
这是给你的... Here's to you...
那是在暗示吗？ Was that a pass?
也许是 Maybe.
你这就过分了，先生 Well, you're out of line, mister
没关系的 Not a problem.
非常的过分 Way out of line.
好吧 Right.
仅限生意往来 Strictly business.
行 Okay.
我知道你和朵丽丝.克兰恩的好事 I know about you and Doris Crane.
乖乖合作否则艾迪 克兰恩会知道.你妻子会知道 Cooperation or Ed Crane will know.You wife will konw.
所有人都会知道 Everyone will know
凑齐1万美元并等待指示 Gather $10,000 and wait instructions
次日早上我把这个发给了戴夫 I sent it to Dave the next morning.
然后我便等待 Then I waited.
弗兰克？ Frank?
这个头发 This hair.
怎么？ Yeah?
你难道就没有好奇过吗？ You ever wonder about it?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
我说不清楚 I don't know.
它是怎么一直往复出现 How it keeps on coming.
它就是一直在生长 It just keeps growing.
没错，伙计，我们挺走运吧？ Yeah. Lucky for us, pal?
不，我是说 No, I mean,
它一直在生长 It keeps growing,
而且它是我们的一部分 And it's part of us.
然后我们把它割掉扔的远远的 And then we cut it off and throw it away.
别闹了，艾迪，你别再把这孩子吓到了 Come on, Eddie. You're gonna scare the kid.
行了,小伙子,理完了 Okay, bud, you're through.
我要把这些头发扔到泥土里去 I'm gonna take this hair and throw it out in the dirt.
什么？ What?
跟草坪和花园土壤混合在一起 I'm gonna mingle it with common house dirt.
你到底在说什么鬼东西啊？ What the hell are you talking about?
不知道.算了 I don't know. Skip it.
艾迪,给我点个火 Ed, gimme a zip.
你去哪？ Where you going?
是我们.舞会在尼德林格.我上周给你说过了 Us. The party at Nirdlingers. I told you last week.
圣诞节促销季 The Christmas push.
快点,收拾一下 Come on, get ready.
很重要的 It's important.
算了,你去吧,我对聚会不太感兴趣 ah, you go ahead.I'm not big on parties.
哎呀,别这么扫兴.给我点个火 Oh, don't be a grump.Gimme a zip.
你好,你是女装部的吗？ Hey, ain't you in ladies' wear?
我在女装部见过你吗？ Haven't I seen you up in ladies' wear?
我不在这里工作.是我妻子 I don't work here. My wife does
这节奏带劲不？ That's some beat?
带劲.我们很走运,是不哥们？ Yeah. Lucky for us, pal?
快看看那个穿着安哥拉毛衣女人的大胸部 Check out the rack on that broad in the angora.
艾迪,可以聊两句吗？ Ed, can I talk to you?
当然 Sure.
进来 Come in.
喔,请坐 Oh, sit down.
我在新几内亚从日本鬼子手里抢到的这个纪念品 Souvenired it off a jap in New Guinea.
猜想你一定想知道朵丽丝为什么那么激动 Guess you're wonderin' what Doris was so hot about.
哈瓦那雪茄 Havanas.
我的私人珍藏品 My private stock.
不可能的感情 Romeo and Juliet.
艾迪,我… Ed, I...
怎么了,戴夫？ What is it, Dave?
艾迪,我一直很怯懦 Ed, I've been weak.
我一直很怯懦.这… I've been weak. The...
你会烫到你自己 You're gonna burn yourself.
谢谢 Thanks.
我... I...
我的天 Oh, Jesus.
我一直和某位已婚女人厮混在一起 I've been carryin' on with a married woman.
你不认识的人 No one you know.
到现在… And now the...
常在河边走,哪有不湿鞋 The chickens are comin' home to roost.
我收到一封信 I got a note.
一封勒索信,你知道的就那种 A blackmail note, you know.
乖乖合作,否则所有人都将知情 Come across,or everybody knows.
我猜你知道那对我来说意味着什么 I guess you know what that would do to me.
我猜到时候会非常窘迫 I guess that would be pretty awkward.
窘迫？ Awkward?
对.没错. Yeah. Yeah.
安会把我撵出家让我摔个狗啃泥 Ann would throw me right out on my keister.
我是说,这是她的…这是属于她一家的商店,艾地.是她的商店 I mean, it's her st... It's her family's store, Ed. It's her store.
我是看所有人的脸色小心服侍的 I serve at the indulgence of the goddamn ownership.
包括那位女士的丈夫也会知道 The lady's husband would know.
-他们想要多少,戴夫？ -1万美元 - How much do they want, Dave? - Ten thousand dollars.
我不知道该怎么做,艾迪.我不知道我还能做什么 I don't know what to do, Ed.I don't know what I can do.
你知道 You know,
我知道这个龟孙王八蛋是谁 I know who the son of a bitch is.
你知道…他他是谁？ You know... who who is?
这个乌龟王八蛋.这个勒索人 The son of a bitch.The blackmailer.
我知道他是谁 I know who he is.
是你不认识的人.是一位来自萨拉门托的生意人 It's no one you know.It's a businessman from Sacramento.
简直是天杀的孬种,艾迪 A goddamn pansy, Ed.
试图把我卷入一些疯狂的计划中 Tryin' to rope me into some crackpot scheme.
我听完他的话货，直截了当让他去死吧 I heard him out,then I told him to go to hell.
过了一天后又过了一天我收到一封信,一封勒索信 The very next day the very next day I get a note, the blackmail note,
向我索要他之前要求过的同样数额的钱 Asking me for the same amout of money he asked me for.
又过了几天.一万美元 The very next day.Ten thousand dollars.
他是怎么知道你和女人有约的？ How did he know that you were seein' the woman?
我和那位之前提到的女士同去的宾馆… He stayed at the hotel that I went to with the...
他也在.他一定是看到了我们 lady in question.He must've seen us.
我的天 Oh, Jesus.
我不知道该怎么做.我不知道该怎么做 I don't know what to do.I don't know what to do.
我不知道该怎么做 I don't know what to do.
你为什么不直接把钱给他呢,戴夫？ Why don't you just pay him. Dave?
因为那都是我投在分店的资金 Cause that's my capitalization on the annex.
那是我操盘的项目 That's my operation.
我的老天爷,艾迪 Christ almighty, Ed.
这就是刚在下面我跟朵丽丝谈论的内容 That's what I just talkin' to Doris about down there
既能从店里弄到钱也能躲过安的耳目的一种方法 A way to get the money from the store that we could hide from Ann.
朵丽丝,她刚才,她刚才特别激动就是因为这事,上帝保佑她 Doris, she was, she was pretty hot about that, god bless her.
贪污,艾迪 Embezzlin', Ed.
从我该死的亲老婆那里贪污 Embezzlin' from my own goddamn wife.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
没事的 It's okay.
一方面，我很同情戴夫 In a way, I felt bad for Big Dave.
我知道一万美金会狠狠地戳进他的痛处 I knew that ten grand was going to pinch him where it hurt,
但朵丽丝背叛了我 But Doris was two-timing me
我猜那也会在痛处再补上一刀 And I guess somewhere that pinched a little too.
这曲子很美 That was pretty.
是你写的吗？ Did you make that up?
喔，不 Oh, no.
不是，这首曲子是路德维希·范·贝多芬写就的 No, that was written by Ludwig Van Beethoven.
真是了不起的作品 Well, it was quite something.
没错，他写了一些动人的钢琴奏鸣曲 Yeah, he wrote some beautiful piano sonatas.
那真是了不起 That was really something.
我是艾迪.克兰恩 I'm Ed Crane.
我知道你是谁，克兰恩先生 I know who you are, Mr. Crane.
我父亲过去理发的时候曾带我跟他一起去 My father used to take me with him when he went to get his hair cut.
沃尔特·阿邦达斯？ Walter Abundas?
喔,对,没错.沃尔特 Oh, yeah, sure. Walter.
嗯,我是瑞秋.阿尔伯特 Yeah, I'm Rachel Abundas.
但大家都叫我波蒂 But everyone call me Birdy.
抱歉.我记不太清了 I'm sorry.I just didn't remember.
喔,不用,没关系 Oh, no, it's okay.
你也不能指望别人记得每一个跟在父亲身后的瘦皮猴姑娘 You can't expect to remember every skinny girl who comes in with her dad.
所以你不喜欢那边的音乐？ So you don't like that music out there?
不太欣赏 Not really.
我也不太喜欢音乐,通常来说 I'm not big on music, ordinarily.
艾迪 Ed.
太傻缺了这人 What a knucklehead.
-谁？ -戴夫 - Who? - Dave.
怎么这么说？ Why's that?
问题都出在钱上 Money problems.
他正在考虑把分店撤掉 He's thinking about canceling the annex.
所以呢？ So?
那意味着我经营尼德林格事的泡汤了 That means I don't run Nirdlingers.
多傻缺一人 What a knucklehead.
不管怎样,大号戴夫还是照做了 Big Dave did it, though.
我寄去一封信指示他放钱的地方 I sent a note telling him where to drop the money.
他照做了 And he did.
他乖乖合作了 He came across.
对.很好！你好吗？ Yeah. Good! How are ya?
进来.我把一切都整理好了 Come in.I got everything organized.
你好吗？带支票过来的？ How you doin'? You got a check?
-现金 -现金？ - Cash. - Cash?
通常这种事都是通过银行汇票 Usually these kinds of things are done with a bank draft,
但是现金,也可以 But cash, that's fine.
反正到最后都是一样用 It's all the same in the end.
钱就是钱？ Dough is dough?
好紧张 Nellie.
文件我都在这里备好了 I got the paperwork here.
合伙文件 Partnership papers.
上面写明我们的约定 They reflect our agreement.
获利五五分成 Fifty-fifty on the net.
我提供专业的服务，你提供资本 I provide professional services,you provide the capital.
这笔钱我会给你一张收据 I'm gonna give you a receipt on the dough here.
相当简单明了 Pretty straightforward.
-你要不要把这个东西给律师过一下 -不用了,这样就好 - I don't know whether you wanna show it to a lawyer - No, that's okay.
没错,去他们的，对不？ Yeah. Screw 'em, right?
花钱让他们把事情搞的一团糟,你还得花钱请他们解决问题 Pay them to tangle it up,then you have to pay them to untangle them.
费那事干嘛呢？ What's the point?
你稍微等我一下 You just give me a second,
我会把这个收据给你… I'll give you a receipt on the...
紧张啊 Nellie.
对了,有件事我们之前还未探讨过 Okay, one thing we didn't talk about was,
我正在考虑把店名叫为托利弗家干洗店 I am thinking about,calling the place Tolliver's.
你知道.以我的名字命名 After me, you know.
我本来想着你可能对这个兴趣也不大… I didn't think you were much interested in...
-我不在意 -喔,那就好,很好,很好 - That's fine. - Yeah, that's good. Good, good.
这就都准备好了？等会我得去… Now, ready?One second and I will...
可以了,就这些了 Okay, that's it.
跟我们之前商量的一样 As per our discussion.
那就行,万事俱备了 All right, there it is,
已经用法律文书作保障了 Writ large in legal escritoire.
-还有这个… -我说, 克莱顿 - And the...- Say, Creighton.
你不会在这事上坑我吧？ You're not gonna screw me on this.
坑你? Screw you?
天 Jesus.
拿这个给律师看 Take it to a lawyer.
不，我坚持！ No, I insist!
我坚持！ I insist!
这是干洗店，不是什么来路不明的飞蛾 This is dry cleaning.This is not some fly-by-night thing here.
忘了告诉你 Oh, I'll tell you,
我已经当了13年的企业家，而且我从未... I have been 13 years as an entrepreneur, and I have never...
-别激动 -从来没有人质疑过我... - It's okay. - Nobody's ever questioned me...
喂，喂，你想把这笔钱要回去吗？ Hey, you want the dough back?
你知道你在这跟谁说话的吗？ Do you know who you're talkin' to here?
你知道我是谁吗？睁大你的眼睛看一看我... Do you know who I am? Do you have any idea who...
别激动 It's okay.
那，托利弗家，就这么定了？ So, Tolliver's is okay, then?
第二天是星期六 The next day was Saturday.
我们要去参加朵丽丝的表姐吉娜的宴会... We were going to a reception for Doris's cousin Gina...
她刚刚嫁给了一个在莫德斯托附近的意大利裔小贩 Who just married a wop vendor out near Modesto.
朵丽丝并不想去，我也不想去 Doris didn't much feel like going, and I didn't either.
但正如她所说，我们有承诺过要去拜访 But like she said, we had a commitment.
我讨厌意大利佬 I hate wops.
这有什么特别奇怪的吗？ What's so goddamn strange about that?
我什么都没说 I didn't say a word.
又没人逼着你跟他们一起长大 You didn't have to grow up with them.
家庭 Family.
艾迪！艾迪叔叔！ Ed! Uncle Ed!
他正在骑着加里巴尔迪！弗兰基叔叔正在骑着加里巴尔迪！ He's riding Garibaldi! Uncle Frankie's riding Garibaldi!
从这里她开始狂饮不止 That was when she started drinking.
朵丽丝 Doris.
朵丽丝！ Doris!
你最近还好吗？ You been okay?
嗯....是的.你最近好吗，科斯坦扎？ Mmm. Yeah. How you doing, Costanza?
奥，你知道的.身子骨还算硬朗 Oh, you know.Still got my health.
你怎么样啊....那谁 And how you been...hmmm
-艾迪. -艾迪 - Ed. - Ed.
他是理发师，对吗？ He's a barber, right?
是个不错的手艺. 所以为什么你还没要孩子？ It's a good trade. So, how come you got no kids?
别闹了，孩子们！ No, come on, kids!
我刚吃了午饭！我再也吃不下了 I just ate lunch! I couldn't eat another thing.
不要...安瑟尼！ Oh, n... Anthony!
安瑟尼，是你！ Anthony, it's you!
好了，孩子们.准备好了？预备... Okay, kids. Ready? And...
恭喜你啊.吉娜.这是一件天大的好事 Congratulations. Gina. It's so goddamn wonderful.
生活真是太美妙了，你几乎难以置信 Life is just so goddamn wonderful, You almost won't believe it.
-实际就是一堆让人烦恼的烂事 -走吧 - It's just a bowl of goddamn cherries. - Let' go.
毫无疑问 Sure.
祝贺你收获了一堆烂事！ Congratulations on your goddamn cherries!
放开我这该死的手肘! Let go of my goddamn elbow!
我这辈子都不想再见到蓝莓派了 I never wanna see another blueberry pie.
那三个字我连听都不想听到 I never even wanna hear those words.
你可千万别再提起啊，艾迪 Don't say those words, Ed.
千万别再提起 Don't say those words.
我是在一次双人约会上盲约认识朵丽丝的... I'd met Doris blind on a double date...
与我的大嗓门朋友一起，他正在约会她从工作中认识的朋友 With a loudmouthed buddy of mine who was seeing a friend of hers from work.
我们去看了电影.朵丽丝带了一个小酒壶 We went to a movie.Doris had a flask.
天，她可真是太能喝了 Boy, she could put it away.
到那天晚上结束时，她说她喜欢不怎么健谈的我 At the end of the night, she said she liked that I didn't talk much.
仅仅几周后，她提议我们就此结婚 It was only a couple weeks later she suggested we get married.
哪位？ Yeah.
艾迪，我是大号戴夫.我必须跟你聊聊 Ed, it's Big Dave.I gotta talk to you.
什么？ What?
现在？ Now?
对.非常重要 Yeah. It's important.
但已经...已经 But it-it's...
拜托了，艾迪 Please, Ed.
到你那里？ Your place?
我在店里 I'm at the store.
你自己进来 Let yourself in.
戴夫？ Dave?
我完蛋了 I'm ruined.
他们已经毁了我 They've ruined me.
这笔钱 This money.
没有分店了 No annex.
我筋疲力尽了 I'm all shot to hell.
所以，你付钱给那个人了？ So, you paid the guy?
你是什么样的人？ What kind of man are you?
你算是什么样的... What kind of man...
人 Are you?
我的意思是，如果你冲进来，冲我鼻子... I mean, I'd understand if you came in here and...
来一拳什么的，我也能理解 Socked me in the nose, whatever.
我活该 I deserve it.
毕竟我做的都不是光彩的事 I'm not proud of what I did.
但你 But you.
对，我付钱了 Yeah, I paid up.
正如你所知 As you well know.
但随后我去找了那个胆小鬼 But then I went and found the pansy.
奥，你不打算说点什么吗？ Oh, you got nothin' to say?
行吧，你知道故事的全貌 Well, you know the story.
我不知道 I didn't.
我不得不狠揍那个胆小鬼一顿 I had to beat it out of the pansy.
我已经筋疲力尽了 I'm all shot to hell.
行吧，戴夫... Well, Dave...
仅仅几周过去她便提议我们结婚 It was only a couple weeks later she suggested we get married.
我当时说,"你难道不想再多了解我一些吗？" I said, "Don't you want to get to know me more?"
她说,"有必要吗？你会变得更好吗？" She said, "Why?Does it get better?"
她盯着我看的样子好像我是瘾君子 She looked at me like I was a dope,
我倒是真的不介意她这么做 Which I never really minded from her.
她自有一番道理吧,我猜 And she had a point, I guess.
我们对彼此的了解从那时到现在没有变过 We knew each other as well then as now.
不管怎样,也足够了 Anyway, well enough.
天哪,我竟然会头疼 Holy, moley, do I got a headache.
-你今天怎么样啊,艾迪？-还行 - How are you today, Ed? - Okay.
-你没有患上头疼吗？-没有 - You don't got a headache? - No.
见鬼了,我头疼的要命 Damn, I got a headache to beat the band.
你泵它了？你不能泵它.那只会把它淹掉 Did you pump it? You can't pump it.That'll just flood it.
不,不,不,必须得抽水.你不能按住不放.我是说这会淹掉它 No, no, no, you gotta pump it. You can't just hold it down. I mean that'll flood it.
你疯了吗？你必须得抽水 You crazy? You pump it.
你不能按住不放 You can't hold it down.
-拧下钥匙就行 -凉的时候才能拧 - Just turn the key. - Not when it's cold.
如果是凉的,那就先堵上 Well, if it's cold, choke it.
然后再抽水 And pump it.
要弄几次？ How many time?
艾迪.克兰恩？ Ed Crane?
我是克兰恩 I'm Crane.
-出来聊一下 -好 - Come on outside. - Sure.
我是坡斯基警官.这位是克尔波斯 I'm officer Persky. This is Krebs.
行吧,但说无妨？ Well, we goin'?
来跟烟？ Cigarette?
也是 Right.
皮特有一些消息要告诉你 Pete's got some news for ya.
听着,哥们… Look, pal...
我对你深表同情,但是… It's a tough break, but...
该死的,你的妻子被逮捕了 Well, damn it, your wife's been pinched.
他们派我俩来通知你 They sent us around to tell you.
他们派我俩来通知你.这案子是我俩在跟进 They sent us around to tell you.We pulled the detail.
我妻子？ My wife?
对,他们把她带到县监狱了 Yeah, they brung her down to county jail.
谋杀 Homicide.
非法挪用… Well, embezzlement...
还有谋杀 And homicide.
那个伙计名叫大卫.布鲁斯特,他死于她的… Guy named David Brewster.He's the guy she...
他…他就是那名死者 H-He's the decedent.
我不明白 I don't understand.
死的人就是他 He's the dead guy.
对,那真是一个不幸的事 Yeah, it's a tough break.
探监最迟下午5点 Visiting ends at 5:00.
今天已经错过了,但是… Missed it today, but...
你可以明天再去看她 You can go see her tomorrow.
抱歉了,哥们 Sorry, pal.
他们派我俩来通知你 They sent us to tell ya.
蹩脚的案子 Crab detail.
你好,沃尔特 -你好,艾迪 - Hello, Walter. - Hello, Ed.
谢谢.谢谢你在家中见我 Thanks.Thanks for seein' me at home.
喔,都忘了.要喝点吗？ Oh, hell. Want a drink?
不了,谢谢 No, thanks.
你确定不需要来一杯？ You sure you don't need one?
不用了 I'm fine.
-天 -是的 - Boy. - Yeah.
老天爷 Jesus.
所以我该怎么… So What do I...
当然,我… Of course, I...
这事超出我的能力范围了 It's out of my league.
不,我…不是,我主要做遗嘱认证和房地产相关工作… No, I... no, I do probate and real estate...
处理产权搜索 And title search.
我绝对一丁点忙都帮不上,像这种情况.完全帮不上忙 I'd be absolutely worthless,somethin' like this. Absolutely worthless.
不好意思 Excuse me.
我刚吃完晚饭 I just finished dinner.
坦白说,朵丽丝找县辩护人效果会更好 Frankly, Doris'd be better off with the county defender.
-他是一个好人？ -伯特还行 - He a good man? - Bert's okay.
对,他…他是个好人 Yeah, he... he's a good man.
听着.我不想糊弄你,艾迪 Listen. I won't kid you, Ed.
这周围没有人有处理这种事情的经验 There's nobody around here has any experience with this kind of thing.
我听说他们会派一个萨拉门托的检查官 I hear they're bringing a prosecutor up.
接手这个案子 From Sacramento.
这是一桩重罪.他们会打起十二分精神 It's a capital offense. They're taking it seriously.
-所以… -他们会打起十二分精神 - So... - They're taking it seriously.
所以,这是怎么怎么… So, what-what...
还想要再喝点咖啡吗,爸？喔,你好,克兰恩先生 Do you want any more coffee, dad?Oh, hi, Mr. Crane.
你好,瑞秋 Hello, Rachel.
很遗憾听到那种事 I was so sorry to hear.
嗯,谢谢 Yeah, thanks.
-咖啡,艾迪？-不了,谢谢 - Coffee, Ed? - No, thanks.
-谢谢你了,亲爱的.我们正在… -好的,爸 - No, thanks, honey. We're... - Okay, dad.
克兰恩先生,很高兴再见到你 It was good to see you again,Mr. Crane.
天 Damn.
多好一孩子 A good kid.
老天… Jesus...
你觉得谁能胜任？ Who do you think?
圣弗朗西斯科的洛伊德.格里威 Lloyd Garroway in San Francisco.
廉洁正直 Probity.
你知道,从来没有人说过洛伊德.格里威不靠谱 You know, nobody ever said anything iffy about Lloyd Garroway.
他是保守派 He's conservative.
陪审团也许喜欢那样.可能会在本地喜欢那样 Jury might like that. Might like that here.
廉洁正直 Probity.
所以，他是最好人选... So, he's the best man for...
不是 No.
最佳人选，无论花多少钱都值得的最佳人选 The best, the money-is-no-object best,
任何律师都会向你推荐的最佳人选，是来自萨拉门托的 any lawyer'll tell you, is Freddy Riedenschneider from...
弗雷迪·里登施耐德 Sacramento.
我不知道你的经济状况如何 I don't know how you're fixed for money.
-但他是... -最佳人选 - But he's... - The best.
最佳人选，没错 The best, yeah.
里登施耐德 Riedenschneider.
毋庸置疑 No question about it.
亲爱的 Honey.
我带来了你的化妆品 I brought your makeup.
眼镜 Glasses.
你到底怎么了？ What happened to you?
我不知道发生了什么事...我... I don't know what's goin' on... I...
我不知道大号戴夫是怎么了 I don't know what happened to Big Dave.
我知道一些内情 I know some of it.
他们说账本中有异常的地方，我能解释吗？ Irregullarities in the books, they said. Can I explain it?
你不必解释任何事情 You don't have to explain anything.
我确实帮助他做假账，艾迪.我确实做过 I did help him cook the books, Ed. I did do that.
我应该... Should I...
我应该告诉你为什么我会篡改账本吗？ Should I tell you why I changed the books?
你不用告诉我任何事 You don't have to tell me anything.
不，不，不！ No, no, no!
吵什么吵！ Jesus Christ!
我做的账本曾经是完美无瑕的 My books used to be perfect.
任何人只要打开账本就能把整个店铺的来龙去脉搞清楚 Anyone could open 'em up and make sense of the whole goddamn store.
我早知道我们会为此付出代价 I knew we'd pay for it.
我不管会付出什么代价！ I don't care what it costs!
这正是你们团结一心的时候 This is when you come together.
你可真是慷慨之极啊，弗兰克 Well, that's awfully generous of you, Frank.
豁出去了.豁出去了，艾迪 The hell with it. The hell with it, Eddie.
这是你们团结一心的时候 This is when you come together.
一家人哎 This is family.
他们跟你和我一样都是普通人，艾迪 They're just people like you and me, Ed.
记住这点 Remember that.
只是普通人 Just people.
他们必须看起来很有实力，这样人们才会付出信任然后乖乖掏出钱交给他们 They gotta put up the big front so that people will trust 'em with their money.
不然哪来这么大的前厅，艾迪 This is why the big lobby, Ed.
但他们穿裤子也是一条腿一条腿的往里套，和你我一样 But they put their pants on one leg at a time just like you and me.
抛去光鲜亮丽的外表，他们也会蹲坑拉屎，艾迪 They, too, use the toilet, Ed,in spite of appearances.
而且他们的钱必然会被理发店收割 And their money will be secured by the barber shop.
坚如磐石.稳定可靠，理发店是也 A rock. A rock, the barber shop.
拉尔夫先生 Mr. Raffo.
什么事先生？ Yes, sir?
您请先跟我来一趟？ Could you come with me, please?
可以.艾迪也能一起去吗？ Sure. Can Ed come too?
这位... Mister...
克兰恩.艾迪.克兰恩 Crane. Ed Crane.
您也对保护财产感兴趣吗？ You also have an interest in the securing porperty?
他是一名理发师 He's a barber.
-助理理发师 -不是所有者 - Second chair. - Not an owner.
不，他是家人.他是我姐夫 No, he's family. He's my brother-in-law.
如果他能在这里等待那就再好不过 It would be best if he waited here.
那家理发店 The barber shop.
朵丽丝和弗兰克的父亲兢兢业业三十年才把那家店铺完整赚到手里 Doris and Frank's father had worked 30 years to own it free and clear.
现在它已经被转让给了银行，银行又将一些款项转给了弗兰克 Now it got signed over to the bank, and the bank signed some over to Frank.
接着弗兰克又将这笔钱签字转让给了弗雷迪·里登施耐德 And Frank signed the money to Freddy Riedenschneider.
这位两天后抵达城镇的先生... Who got into town two days later...
他指示我在达芬奇餐厅见面用餐 And told me to meet him at Da Vinci's for lunch.
不用油煎，水煮即可.三个鸡蛋，煮两分钟 Not fried, poached. Three of 'em for two minutes.
带骨牛排，五分熟，煎饼，土豆，番茄汁... Strip steak, medium rare, flapjacks, potatoes, tomato juice...
再多上点热咖啡 And plenty of hot coffee.
-你这边有供应草原牛睾丸吗？ -没有的，先生 - You have any Prairie Oysters? - No, sir.
那么我等人的这会，请给我来一杯水果鸡尾酒 Then bring me a fruit cocktail while I wait.
-你是克兰恩？ -是的 - You're Crane? - Yeah.
理发师，对吗？ Barber, right?
我是弗雷迪·里登施耐德.饿了 吗？ I'm Freddy Riedenschneider. Hungry?
不太饿 Not really.
我打听了一番.他们告诉我这里的吃食很不错 They tell me the chow's okay here. I made some inquiries.
听着，无意浪费你的时间，所以我就边吃边聊了 Look, I don't want to waste your time, so I'll eat while we talk.
你介意吗？你不介意 Do you mind? You don't mind.
我一到镇里就入住了大都会酒店 While I'm in town I'm staying at the Hotel Metropole.
图兰朵套房.对，傻的要命.他们用歌剧命名他们的套房 Turandot Suite. Yeah, it's goofy. They named their suites after operas.
不过房间还行.我四处打量过了 Room's okay, though. I poked around.
我已经叫他们帮我留着.我会随时入住 I'm having 'em hold it for me. I'll be back and forth.
那么，除了我的律师预付费用，酒店支出也要你来承担 So, in addition to my retainer, you're paying hotel,
生活费用、秘书费用 Living expenses, secretarial,
私家侦探，如果我们需要进行调查，精神病医生，我们应该走那条路 Private eye, if we need to make inquiries,head shrinker, should we go that way.
如果有必要，我们再谈论上诉的问题 We'll talk about appeals if, as and when.
-目前为止，她已经招供了吗？ - 没有，当然没有.不是她做的 - For now, has she confessed? - No, of course not. She didn't do it.
很好.这也会帮上忙.不是因为她没有犯罪，而是因为她没有招供 Good. That helps. Not that she didn't do it That she didn't confess.
当然，招供也有招供的处理方法.但现在就少了一种需要考虑的情况 Course, There's ways to deal with a confession, but that's one less thing to think about.
现在需要会谈.我准备明天和她见面，你明天三点到场 Now, interview. I'm seeing her tomorrow. You sholud be there 3:00.
还有一件事.你要把你的嘴紧紧闭上 One more thing. You keep your mouth shut.
我先了解情况，然后告诉你该说什么 I get the lay of the land, I tell you what to say.
不要在公共场合说不该说的话，因为所有的话都是不该说的话 No talking out of school. What's out of school? Everything's out of school.
我负责说话.你保持嘴巴禁闭 I do the talking. You keep your trap shut.
我是一名律师.你是一名理发师.你什么都不知道 I'm an attorney. You're a barber. You don't know anything.
明白 Okay.
很好.有任何问题，给我打个电话 Good. Any questions, give me a ring.
图兰朵套房.如果我不在，留言即可 Turandot suite.If I'm out, leave a message.
确定你不来点东西吗？不想？好的 Sure you don't want anything? No? Okay.
你没事的，老兄 You're okay, pal.
你没事，她没事，一切都会好起来... You're okay, she's okay,everything's gonna be hunky...
还有那个...还有煎饼干，亲爱的 And the...and the flapjacks, honey.
是他们 There they were,
天下攘攘，皆为利往 All going about their business.
看上去我已经掌握一个秘密 It seem like I knew a secret,
一个更大的秘密，甚至比发生在大号戴夫身上的真实经历还要大 A bigger one, even, than what had really happened to Big Dave,
这个秘密他们皆一无所知 Something none of them knew.
好像我以某种方式将它与众人隔离 Like I had made it to the outside somehow,
而毫不知情的他们仍在下风处苦苦挣扎 And they were all still struggling way down below.
安 Ann.
你好，艾迪 Hello, Ed.
你要进来吗，安？ Would you like to come in, Ann?
不.不用，已经很晚了 No. No, it's very late.
对你的损失我只能说抱歉 I'm so sorry about your loss.
当然，你知道跟朵丽丝一点关系都没有 Course you know that Doris had nothing to do with it.
一丝一厘都没有 Nothing at all.
我知道 I know.
别担心，艾迪 Don't worry, Ed.
我过来想告诉你... I came to tell you...
你应该告诉朵丽丝... And you should tell Doris...
怎么？ Yeah?
你也知道大号戴夫有多喜欢露营和户外活动？ You know how Big Dave loved camping and the out of doors?
是的 Yeah.
我们去年夏天在俄勒冈州尤金露营 We went camping last summer in Eugene, Oregon.
就在尤金郊外，艾迪 Outside Eugene, Ed.
然后？ Yeah?
借着晚上些许灯光.我俩看到了他们 At night there were lights. We both saw them.
除了递交给官方的报告之外我们从未向任何人提起 We never told anyone outside of our official report,
我们递交给政府的报告 Our report to the government.
当晚有一艘太空飞船 There was a spacecraft.
我看到了那些生物 I saw the creatures.
他们引导大号戴夫进入到船体中 They led Big Dave onto the craft.
他们对他做了什么，他没向任何人提起 He never told anyone what they did.
安，你要不要... Ann, would you like to...
我没法详细复述给你听，但这事牵涉极深，艾迪 I cannot repeat it to you, but this thing goes deep, Ed.
牵涉极深而且政府也参与其中 It goes deep and involves the government.
不是你妻子做的.背后有骇人听闻的隐情 This was not your wife. There's a great deal of fear.
你知道特定的圈子早晚会...会发现 You know how certain circles would-would find it,
这种知识，是一种威胁 The knowledge, a threat.
他们...他们试着封杀它，然后... They-they try to limit it, and...
安，你要不要先进来 Ann, would you like to come in,
坐下来？ Sit down?
也许喝上一杯 Maybe have a drink.
有时候知识就是一种诅咒，艾迪 Sometimes knowledge is a curse, Ed.
此事过后 After this happened,
事情都变了 Things changed.
大号戴夫... Big Dave...
他再也没有碰过我 He never touched me again.
转告朵丽丝放宽心 Tell Doris not to worry.
我知道不是她做的 I know it wasn't her.
或许最终这将会 Perhaps this will bring it out
揭示它 Finally.
也许就现在一切都将揭示出来 Perhaps now it will all come out.
这很糟糕 It stinks.
但它是事实 But it's true.
我不管它是真实的还是不真实的.反正很糟糕 I don't care it's true, it's not true. It stinks.
你说他当时正被人勒索？被谁？你不知道 You say he was being blackmailed?By who? You don't know.
而且是因为一桩婚外情.跟谁？你不知道 For having an affair. With who? You don't know.
还有人知道这件事吗？也许没有，你不知道 Did anyone else know about it?Probably not. You don't know.
这事我知道 I knew about it.
大号戴夫曾跟我吐露过... Big Dave told me about it...
他为了筹措这笔钱把自己置于危险的境地 And the spot he was putting himself in by getting the money.
太好了！你的丈夫站起来支持你了.简直太棒了 Terrific! Your husband backs you up.That's terrific.
你必须得给我点猛料我才能上下运作 And you gotta give me something to work with.
弗莱迪.里登施纳耐德是很厉害，但他不是一名魔术师 Freddy Riedenschneider is good, but he's not a magician.
朝空中挥舞他的小魔杖就变出一个合理的辩护材料这种事情他做不到 He can't just wave his little wand in the air to make a plausible defense materialize.
看看另一边的对手会使出什么招对付我们 Look at what the other side is gonna run at us.
他们拿到了由你准备、由你篡改的公司账本 They got the company books prepared by you,
那就是动机 Cooked by you. That's motive.
他们有一个你可以接触的谋杀现场.那就是作案机会 They got a murder scene you had access to. That's opportunity.
他们找到了那个小修剪器，他被刺进喉咙的那个 They got that little trimmer thing he was stabbed in the throat with.
-一件女用武器 -那是大号戴夫的 - A dame's weapon. - It was Big Dave's.
不要打断我.那也就是意味着 Don't interrupt me.That's means.
而他们的受害者，是这位德高望重可称为商界支柱的人 They got a fine, upstanding pillar of the business community as a victim,
而且他们还逮到了你 And then they got you,
一个心怀不轨的、玩弄数字的下属 A disgruntled, number-juggling underling,
在那个关键的日子里喝得醉醺醺的... Who on the day in question was drunk as a skunk...
她所提供的不在场证明，是那个时间段自己在家昏睡，独自一人 And whose alibi for the time in question is being passed out at home, alone.
我当时和她一起 I was with her.
如我所说 Like I say,
很糟糕 It stinks.
我杀了他 I killed him.
行吧.你杀了他 Okay. You killed him.
好，勒索的事我们先放在一边.是你杀了他 Okay, we forget the blackmail thing. You killed him.
为什么？ How come?
他和朵丽丝当时有婚外情 He and Doris were having an affair.
好 Okay.
你是怎么知道的？ How did you know?
我就是知道 I just knew.
做丈夫的都会知道 A husband knows.
还有其他人知情吗？ Will anyone else say they knew?
除了你妻子之外 And don't say your wife.
不知道 I don't know.
我认为没有 I don't think so.
你是怎么进入那家店的？ How did you get into the store?
当时我拿了朵丽丝的钥匙 I took Doris's keys.
在你去的路上，进入现场，回来的路上，会有其他人作证看见你在那里出现过吗？ Will anyone say they saw you there, on your way there, in there, on your way back?
我认为没有 I don't think so.
你故事中的任何一部分能有人出来证实吗？ Will anyone corroborate any goddamn part of your story at all?
喔，大伙别闹了行不！你们互相帮助也不是这么个帮法 Oh, come on! People, you can't help each other like that.
现在让我们实事求是 Let's be realistic, now.
让我们看看手里还有什么牌.喔，坦白说，我看是一张牌都没有了 Let's look at our options. Well, frankly, I don't see any options.
听着，我不能用第一个故事代理出庭.我不能代理 Look, I cannot present story "A." I cannot present
第二个故事 story "B."
我可以用精神问题为你做辩护，但你看起来太冷静了 I could plead you for a nutcase, but you look too composed.
我可以做有罪辩护，作为回报他们不会对你使用电刑 I could offer a guilty plea, and in return they don't give you the juice,
但我不认为你想在监狱里度过余生 But I don't think you want to spend the rest of your life in chino.
我知道你雇佣弗兰迪.里登施耐德 To hold your hand at a sentencing hearing.
不是想让他在判决听证会上握住你的手 To hold your hand at a sentencing hearing.
那种事你找劳埃德·加罗威即可胜任 You could have gotten Lloyd Garroway for that.
不，不，不，不.我们不能现在就放弃 No, no, no, no. We're not giving up yet.
你雇佣弗兰迪.里登施耐德，意味着你不会轻言放弃 You hired Freddy Riedenschneider, It means you're not throwing in the towel.
我的官司 I litigate.
我绝不投降 I don't capitulate.
好吧.没有底牌？我们得努力想 All right. No options? We gotta think.
好吧，我们回到勒索那件事上.对，那件事让人感觉愉悦 All right. We go back to the blackmail thing. Yeah, it titillates.
它有一个开放式的结局，而且会破坏他的形象 It's open-ended, and it makes him the bad guy.
你深挖不断寻找，永远不知道会发现些他有哪些不光彩的过去 You dig around, you never know. Something unsavory from his past.
他为了把钱凑齐主动向你寻求帮助，但他过去的问题却回来死咬着他不放，谁知道会怎样呢？ He approaches you to help him with the money, his past comes back to haunt him. Who's to say?
对，对，对，对.把吃醋的丈夫那套说法扔一边吧.那太傻了 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Forget the jealous husband thing. That's just silly.
我们要在勒索这事上下功夫.我再联系你 We're going with the blackmail. I'll be in touch.
我要出来了！ I'm comin' out!
当然会有人证实朵丽丝的说辞 Of course there was one person who could confirm Doris's story,
可能还不少 Or plenty of it.
比如那个干洗店的孬种 The dry-cleaning pansy.
但他已经离开那家酒店,连房费都没付就溜了 But he'd left the hotel,skipped out on his bill.
他也从他告诉我的住处中消失了 He'd also disappeared from the residence he gave me,
欠了两个月的房租 Owing two months'rent.
我怎么会这么蠢？ How could I have been so stupid?
递过去一万美金换来了一张破纸 Handing over $10,000 for a piece of paper.
然后这个人就像幽灵一样离开了 And the man gone, like a ghost.
蒸发在空气中就像那些长崎的日本鬼子 Disappeared into thin air vaporized like the nips at Nagasaki.
不在了 Gone now.
都不在了 All gone.
那笔钱没了,大号戴夫也没了 The money gone, Big Dave gone,
朵丽丝走了 Doris going.
这一路下来我怎么能蠢到这个地步？ How could I have been so stupid?
早早晚晚,每个人都需要理发 Sooner or later,everyone needs a haircut.
我们现在都是在给银行干活了 We were working for the bank now.
我们一直在理发,尽力支撑下去 We kept cutting the hair,trying to stay afloat,
每月偿还款项,日复一日勉力维持生计 Make the payments,tread the water day by day,
日复一日 Day by day.
很多人都以为某人被指控犯罪 Most people think someone's accused of a crime,
他们将其逮捕并将其绳之以法,但其实不是那样 They haul 'em in and bring 'em to trial, But it's not like that.
速度不会这么快 It's not that fast.
正义的车轮转动缓慢 The wheels of justice turn slow.
他们先进行提审程序,然后是起诉书 They have the arraignment, then the indictment,
他们会考虑各种撤销、推迟和转换地点的动议… And they entertain motions to dismiss and postpone and change the venue...
改动这个改动那个和其他的事情 And alter this and that and the other.
他们组建陪审团,这会带来更多的动议 They impanel a jury,which bring more motions.
之后他们设定庭审的日期,然后他们更改日期 Then they set a trial date,and then they change the date.
再然后,通常的情况是,他们再次更改 And then, often as not, they'll change it again.
无罪,法官大人 Not guilty, your honor.
与此同时,我们一直在剪头发 And through all of it, we cut the hair.
与此同时,弗莱迪.里登施耐德入住大都会… Meantime, Freddy Riedenschneider slept at the Metropole...
在达芬奇餐厅胡吃海塞 And shoveled it in at Da Vinci's.
他从萨拉门托请来一名私家侦探 He'd brought in a private investigator from Sacramento...
四处嗅探大号戴夫的过去 To nose around into Big Dave's past.
我发现自己越来越多地，出现在阿邦达一家 I found myself, more and more, going over to the Abundas's.
这成为了我们几乎每个晚上的惯例 It was a routine we fell into most every evening.
我甚至在瓦尔特因研究旅行不在家时也照去不误 I even went when Walter was away on his research trips.
他是一名家谱学家 He was a genealogist,
往上追溯了他家族的七代人，他已故的妻子的家族 Had traced back his side of the family seven generations,
则追溯到了八代人 His late wife's eight.
这个爱好似乎很怪异 It seemed like a screwy hobby,
但也许所有的爱好都是这样的 But then maybe all hobbies are.
也许沃尔特在老的县政府大楼里发现了一些东西 Maybe Walter found something there in the old county courthouses,
医院档案室 Hospital file rooms,
市政档案、财产名册 City archives, property rolls,
注册表 Registries.
可能类似于我在听波蒂演奏时发现的东西 Something maybe like what I found listening to Birdy play.
某种逃避的感觉 Some kind of escape.
某种平静 Some kind of peace.
在德国有这么一个人 They got this guy in Germany.
弗里茨什么的 Fritz something or other.
或者是…也许是沃纳 Or is it... Maybe it's Werner.
不管怎样..他有一种理论 Anyway... He's got this theory.
如果你想要进行测试…你知道，科学测试 You want to test something, you know, scientifically...
为什么行星围绕太阳运转？ How the planet go 'round the sun,
太阳黑子由什么组成？ What sunspots are made of,
为什么水可以从水龙头中流出？ Why the water comes out of the tap...
你得仔细观察 Well, you gotta look at it.
但有时候你在观察的时候... But sometimes you look at it...
你的观察改变了它 Your looking changes it.
你无法知道已经发生的事情的真相 You can't know the reality of what happened,
或者接下来会发生什么 Or what would have happened,
如果你没有多看一眼，这事可能也不会发生 If you hadn't stuck in your own goddamn schnozz.
所以也就不会有所谓的'发生了什么' So there is no "What happened."
观察某事的时候... Looking at something...
也在改变它 Changes it.
他们称之为不确定性原理 They call it the uncertainty principle.
虽然听起来有些奇怪，但即使爱因斯坦也表示这个人的想法有些道理 Sure, it sound screwy, but even Einstein says the guy's onto something.
科学 Science.
感知 Perception.
真相 Reality.
怀疑 Doubt.
合理地...怀疑 Reasonable... doubt.
我是说有时候你看得越多 I'm sayng that sometimes the more you look,
你知道的就越少 the less you really know.
这是一个事实，一个被证实的事实 It's a fact, a proved fact.
在某种程度上 In... In a way,
这是唯一的事实 It's the only fact there is.
这位海因里希甚至用数字将其阐述得更清楚了 This Heinie even wrote it out in numbers.
伯恩斯？ Burns?
主题：大卫·艾伦·布鲁斯特 Subject: David Allen Brewster,
1911年，生于布鲁克林 Born Brooklyn, 1911.
受过公立学校教育，在凯斯西储大学学习了一年 Subject educated public schools. One year case western university.
被开除了 Flunks out.
1931年，成为辛辛那提巴恩霍夫百货商店的零售电器销售员 1931, Retail appliance salesman in Barnhoff's department store, Cincinnati.
1933年认识安·尼德林格，同年结婚 1933, Meets Ann Nirdlinger. They marry that year.
1935年，因被控袭击而被逮捕 1935, Arrested on assault complaint.
起诉人鼻子骨折和几根肋骨骨折 Complainant has a broken nose, couple of broken ribs.
1936年，在一起酒吧争吵中发生了另一次袭击事件 '36, Another assault beef at a bar room altercation.
对，对，对，卷入几次拳脚斗殴，对吧？你可以查看他的档案记录 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Couple of fistfights, right? Go to his service record.
他于1942年3月15日入伍 Inducted march 15, 1942.
他在美国海军的圣迭戈船坞中担任文书职务 Served in a clerical capacity in the U.S. Naval shipyards at San Diego.
一次拳击斗殴，是由海军警卫队解散的 One fistfight, broken up by the M.P.S.
未经军事法庭的审判,于1945年5月8日荣誉退役 No court-martial. Honorable discharge, may 8, 1945.
-从那以后，他一直没有再犯错误 -谢谢，巴恩斯。你可以滚了 - Since then, he's been clean. - Thank you, Barns. Get lost.
所以？ So?
这可能是你的多莉逃离死囚监狱的救命稻草 This could be your Dolly's ticket out of the death house.
所以！ So!
我没明白 I don't get it.
听着，蠢货 Look, chump.
据我所知，这个人告诉所有人他是一个战争英雄，对吧？ This is a guy, from what I understand, told everybody he was a war hero, right?
一手持刀 Island-hopping,
一手拿枪，一个人实施岛屿战术 Practically liberated,the pacific all by himself,
单枪匹马几乎靠一己之力解放了太平洋 With a knife in one hand, a gun in the other,
用双齿咬着20码长的日本鬼子的肠子 And 20 yards of jap guts between his teeth.
现在事实证明，这个笨蛋整个战争期间都端坐在 And now it turns out this dope spent the war sitting on his ass...
圣迭戈的一个船坞里 In some boat yard in San Diego.
你要求勒索 You asked for blackmail.
这位笑面虎先生，即将在这里开展自己的生意 Mr. Hail-fellow-well-met, about to open his own business here,
过去四年里一直对这个镇上的所有人撒谎 Has been lying to everybody in this town for the last four years,
也许包括那陪审团中的一半人 Probably including half the people sitting on that jury.
最终他的谎言被揭穿了 Well, it finally caught up with him.
就像你的妻子所说，肯定有人知道他那个不可告人的小秘密 Somebody knew his dirty little secret, just like your wife says.
他们打电话过去，他们对钱有需求 They called, they demanded money.
大号大卫·戴维提到他最近听到了一个老朋友的消息吗？ Did Big Dave say he'd recently heard from an old friend?
大号戴夫是否提到过与他的战争服役有关的事情？ Did Big Dave mention it was something about his war service?
我不知道，我不在现场 I don't know. I wasn't there.
得由你来告诉我们 You have to tell us.
也许他具体提到过，也许没有 Maybe he specified, maybe he didn't.
我不会把舌头伸进你的嘴里代替你发声，不会 I'm not putting words in your mouth, no.
但是，重点是这个说谎者、冷酷的操纵者 But the point is that this liar, this cynical manipulator,
求助于你来帮他摆脱困境 Turns to you to help him out of his jam.
这个肥嘟嘟的贱种 Fat-assed son of a bitch.
-所以是谁...实际是谁... -谁？ - So who... who actually...- Who?
谁？ Who?
我不知道是谁 I don't know who.
但是重点是，如果那位检察官先生... But the point is that if Mr. Prosecutor over there...
把他花在迫害这位女人身上的时间的一半... Had devoted half the time he's spent persecuting this woman...
甚至是最初步的调查人员的时间...花在调查这个家伙的过去上 To even the most cursory investigation of this schmo's past,
那么我们可能会知道是谁 Then we might know who.
但是我们无法知道是谁,我们无法知道真正发生了什么 But we can't know who. We can't know what really happened.
因为你看得越多，你知道的就越少 Because the more you look, the less you know.
但美妙的是... But the beauty of it is...
我们不必知道 We don't gotta know.
我们只需要证明他们不知道就可以了，该死的 We just gotta show that, god damn it, they don't know.
还真是对亏弗里茨，或者维尔纳，不管他的名字是什么 Because of Fritz, or Werner,whatever the hell his name is.
弗雷迪·里登施耐德见到了曙光 Freddy Riedenschneider sees daylight.
我们在这方面有真正的机会，但不要过于自信 We got a real shot at this, folks. Let's not get cocky.
出去了！ Comin' out!
大号戴夫 Big Dave.
多么傻的人 What a dope.
所以也许里登施耐德能帮朵丽丝扳回来 So maybe Riedenschneider could fix it for Doris.
也许一切都行得通 Maybe it would all work out.
我想着 And I thought,
我希望着 I hoped,
那也许也能给我指一条出路 That maybe there was a way out for me as well.
他写出这些作品的时候是聋的 He was deaf when he wrote this.
谁? Who?
贝多芬 Beethoven.
他是创作者,但他从未亲自听过 He created it, but he never actually heard it.
我猜他设法在自己的脑中听到了这些 I guess he just heard it all in his head somehow.
这姑娘有天赋.任谁都能看出来 The girl had talent. Anyone could see that.
她不是某些昙花一现的人 And she wasn't some fly-by-nighter.
她只是个优秀,清白的孩子 She was just a good, clean kid.
如果打算展开职业生涯,她需要一个负责任的成年人…帮她打理 If she was going to have a career, she'd need a responsible adult... Looking out for her,
算是某种经理 Some kind of manager.
她有合同需要审阅,还要外出巡演 She'd have contracts to look at, be going out on tours,
也许还能在广播里弹奏 Playing on the radio, maybe.
我可以帮她处理那些杂七杂八的事,付我低价薪水即可 I could help her sort through all that without charging her an arm and a leg.
凑活过日子就行 Just enough to get by.
之后也可以和她在一起 Then I could be with her,
这已经足够让我自我感觉良好 Enough to keep myself feeling okay.
为什么行不通呢？ Why couldn't that work?
为什么不行？ Why not?
-你好,克兰恩先生 -你好,波蒂 - Hi, Mr. Crane. - Hello, Birdy.
我认为刚才的演奏非常精彩 I thought that was real good.
对,演奏到高潮部分时我出现了失误 Yeah, I messed up a little bit on the... on the agitato,
但如果没人注意,就没事 But if nobody noticed,then it's okay.
这是我的一个朋友 This is a friend of mine.
克兰恩先生，这是托尼 Tony, Mr. Crane.
你好,托尼 Hello, Tony.
你好,先生 Hello, sir.
恭喜 Congratulations.
也该是时候回家了 Think I'll be getting home now.
很高兴…见到您,先生 It was...nice to meet you, sir.
彼此,托尼 You too, Tony.
为什么行不通呢？ Why couldn't it work?
不管怎样,在庭审当天我就是这么想的 Anyway, that's what I was thinking in the days leading up to the trial.
感觉就像是一旦它结束,我已经准备好拥抱新起点 It seemed like once that was over, I'd be ready for a new start.
弗莱迪.里登施耐德正忙着准备 Freddy Riedenschneider was busy preparing.
他非常乐观 He was very optimistic.
终于到…这场庭审的第一天 And finally it came...the first day of the trial,
里登施耐德称之为 定音首秀 "What Riedenschneider called 'The big show."
法官去哪了？怎么会没有法官呢？ Where's the judge? How come there's no judge?
法官去哪了,艾迪？ Where's the judge, Ed?
里登施耐德 Riedenschneider.
怎么法官还不出庭？ How come the judge doesn't come out?
法官最后才进场.朵丽丝到庭的时候他就到了 The judge comes in last.He'll come in when Doris gets here.
所以朵丽丝去哪了？我还以为我们10点就开始 So where's Doris? I thought we started at 10:00.
喂,里登施耐德.朵丽丝在哪？ Hey, Riedenschneider.Where's Doris?
她迟到了 She's late.
迟到？她怎么会迟到？ Late? How can she be late?
蹲监狱的是她,艾迪.不是你和我是她 She's in prison, Ed. None of us are in prison.
但我们没有迟到.我们准时准点,艾迪 And yet we're not late. We're on time, Ed.
朵丽丝怎么会迟到？ How can Doris be late?
怎么，他们竟然没有叫醒服务吗？ What, they don't have wake-up calls?
-全体起立 -不用，不用 - All rise.- No, no.
双方律师上前 Counselors.
这是怎么了，艾迪？ What's going on, Ed?
我还以为他会和法警什么的 I thought there would be arguments,
来一场唇枪舌剑 The bailiff and so forth.
艾迪，这是什么情况？ Ed, what is this?
这是正常流程吗？ Is this procedure?
对于民众起诉朵丽丝·克兰恩的案件 In the matter of the people v. Doris Crane,
案件号SR-87249 Case number SR-87249,
现在这桩待处理的案件已被驳回 Cause now pending is hereby dismissed...
我真是不明白 I don't understand it.
明明有很大的概率我能把这个案子拿下 Had a real shot at this. I could've won this thing.
陪审团的女士们先生们 Ladies and gentlemen of the jury,
你们的服务已经不是必要的了...现在就地解散 Your service is no longer needed...And you are now discharge.
她上吊自尽了 She's hanged herself.
我给她带了一条裙子穿去法庭，她却用了裙带 I'd brought her a dress to wear to court, and she'd used the belt.
起初，我以为她弄明白了我在其中扮演的角色…… At first I thought she'd figured out somehow how I fit into it...
然后无法忍受，无法忍受这个事实 And couldn't stand it, couldn't stand knowing.
但其实不是那样，我后来才发现 But that wasn't it, I'd find out later.
就目前而言，一切似乎都毁了 For now, everything just seemed ruined.
弗雷迪·里登施耐德已经返回萨拉门托 Freddy Riedenschneider went back to Sacramento,
他还在不停地扼腕叹息，他说这是他整个职业生涯中 Still shaking his head, saying it was the biggest disappointment
最失望的一次 Of his professional career.
弗兰基崩溃了 Frankie fell to pieces.
我猜他酗酒了 I suspect he was drinking.
不敢怎样，他再也没来做过活 Anyway, he stopped coming in to work.
那就只剩下我来维持这个地方的运营，不然银行会将其收走 That left me to keep the place going, or the bank would've taken it.
我现在是主理发师了 I was the principal barber now.
副手理发师我雇了个新人 I hired a new man for the second chair.
我雇用了在面试中说话最少的那个人 I'd hired the guy who did the least gabbing whie he came in for an interview,
但我猜这个新人当时话很少只是因为他很紧张 But I guess the new man had only kept quiet because he was nervous.
一旦得到这份工作，他张嘴从我早上开店到晚上打烊收工... Once he had the job, he talked from the minute I opened the shop in the morning...
一直逼叨逼叨就没停过 Until I locked up at night.
据我所知，他在回家的路上还一直跟自己说话 For all I know, he talked to himself on the way home.
当我步行回家时，看上去每个人的眼光都在刻意避开我 When I walked home, it seemed like everyone avoided looking at me,
好像我染上了某种疾病 As if I'd caught some disease.
跟朵丽丝关联的这事，也没有人愿意提起 This thing with Doris, nobody wanted to talk about it.
就好像我是一只走在街上的鬼魂一样 It was like I was a ghost walking down the street.
现在当我回到家 And when I got home now,
这地方感觉空空的 The place felt empty.
我坐在房子的中间 I sat in the house,
但再无人作伴 But there was nobody there.
我是个孤魂 I was a ghost.
我看不到任何人 I didn't see anyone.
也没人能看见我 No one saw me.
我就是那位理发师 I was the barber.
那些培根和土豆,本就应该是随餐附送的赠品 Some bacon and potatoes,which are supposed to come with it.
所以我付款了,把找的零钱塞进口袋里,没有仔细看… So I pay for it, and I put the change in my pocket without really looking...
因为,天啊,当你每天在那里吃饭时,谁会看找的零钱呢？ 'Cause, gosh, who looks at the change when you eat there every day?
走了两个街区之后,我看了一下她给我的找的零钱.天,少了两个比特 Two blocks later I look at the change she gave me. Golly, I'm two bits short.
所以我走回林顿餐厅,找到那个女孩,大吵大闹了一番 So I walk back over to Linton's, find this gal, big argument.
她甚至不记得这笔帐了 She doesn't even recall the transaction.
记不得这笔帐,一丁点也想不起来 Doesn't recall the transaction.No recollections.
所以我说,"听着.亲爱的.去看看.瞅一瞅账单" So I said, "Look, dear.Go ahead. Look at the menu."
如果你能早到一会,那句话怎么说来着 If you're in before 6:00, it's the whatchamacallit...
-早起的鸟儿有虫吃 -对,有虫吃 - The early bird special. - Yeah, the early riser.
克兰恩？ Crane?
我是 I'm Crane.
我的名字是迪德里克森,县法医 My name's Diedrickson, county medical examiner.
怎么？ Yeah?
我只是过来和你私下里聊聊 I just came by for an informal chat.
要不我请你喝一杯？ Why don't I buy you a drink?
雷 Rye.
咖啡就行 Just coffee.
确定不来点更烈的东西？ You sure you don't want something stiffer?
咖啡即可 Coffee it is.
无论是谁在关押期间死掉,县法医都会进行解剖验尸 County M.E. does an autopsy on anyone who dies in custody.
这点我不知道你是否清楚 I don't know if you knew that.
这是惯例 It's routine.
除非是有不正当行为否则也不会有公开记录 Doesn't become a matter of public record unless there's been foul play.
然而 However,
也没有明文规定我不能把这事告诉你 I don't think I'm prohibited from telling you this.
当然,我也没有义务这么做 Of course, I'm not obliged to either.
我只是不清楚 I just don't know.
但如果我是他 But if I were the man,
我会想被告知 I'd want to be told.
告知什么？ Told what?
我来这里不是为了增加你的... I'm not here to add to your...
谢了 Thanks.
你妻子那时怀孕了 Your wife was pregnant.
孕早期 First trimester.
就是这样 There it is.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
天,希望这事我没有做错 Hell, I hope I've done the right thing.
我妻子和我已经很多年没进行房事了 My wife and I had not performed the sex act in many years.
这个嘛 Well,
就跟我没多少关系了 That's really none of my business.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
事已至此 There it is.
祝你好运,克兰恩 Good luck, Crane.
朵丽丝和我从未真正交流过 Doris and I had never really talked much.
我不认为这是一件坏事 I don't think that's a bad thing necessarily.
但可笑的是.现在我倒是想聊一聊了 But it is funny. Now I wanted to talk.
现在,每个人都离开了 Now, with everyone gone,
独自怀揣着很多秘密我不想… I was alone with secrets I didn't want...
反正也无人倾诉了 And no one to tell 'em to anyway.
我去见了一位据说拥有通灵能力的女性... I went to see a woman who was supposed to have powers in communicating...
她可以与“过世的人”沟通，她反正是这么称呼的 With those who had "Passed across", as she called it.
她说,那些已经过世的人对于和谁交流 She said that people who had passed across were picky about
他们的选择是非常挑剔的 Who they'd communicate with.
不像你在阳间想遇见谁就遇见谁 Not like most people you run into on this side.
所以你需要一个向灵魂传话的向导，一个有这种天赋的人 So you needed a guide, someone with a gift for talking to souls.
把你的手给我 Give me your hand.
嗯，首先她告诉我，我的妻子身处一个平静的地方 Well, first she told me that my wife was in a peachful place,
我们的灵魂仍然联结 That our souls were still connected,
她并未停止爱我... That she'd never stopped loving me...
尽管她做过一些她不感到骄傲的事情 Even though she'd done some things she wasn't proud of.
天，她像读书一样读懂了我 Man, she was reading me like a book.
又是一个喋喋不休的人，她是个骗子 She was a phony, just another gabber.
我正在变成安·尼德林格 I was turning into Ann Nirdlinger,
大号戴夫的妻子 Big Dave's wife
我必须转身背对那位老妇 I had to turn my back on the old lady,
背对着她的面纱、背对着鬼魂 On the veils, on the ghosts,
背对着死亡 On the dead,
在它们把我吞噬之前 Before they all sucked me in.
艾迪？ Ed?
你最近怎么样啊？ How are you holding up?
还行，沃尔特，谢了 Okay, Walter. Thanks.
我...我对你的损失深表同情 I... I was so damn sorry to hear about your loss.
一件可怕的事.真是一件将其可怕的事 A terrible thing. It's just damn terrible.
波蒂在楼上.我在打长途电话，所以... Birdy's upstairs. I'm on long-distance, so...
你忙你的，沃尔特 Sure, Walter.
你好，波蒂 Hello, Birdy.
你好，克兰恩先生 Hi, Mr. Crane.
我们好久都没见过您自从... We haven't seen you since...
我们的确很想念您 We've certainly missed you.
波蒂，这段时间以来我一直在思索 Birdy, I've been doing a lot of thinking.
很多事情对我来说已经行至山穷水尽 There are a lot of things that haven't worked out for me.
生活发给我一手烂牌 Life has dealt me some bum cards.
也或许只是我牌技太烂昏招频出 Or maybe I just haven't played them right.
老爸不喜欢别人在这里吸烟 Pop doesn't like people smoking in here.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
没事，有时候趁他不在的时候我也会抽一根，但只要他在家就不会碰 Well, sometimes I have a cigarette when he's away, but never when he's home.
很远他都能闻出味来 He can smell it a mile off.
当然，这是他的房子 Well, sure. It's his house.
他对我也一直是这么说的 That's what he keeps telling me.
不管怎样，我想说的是你还很年轻 Anyway, my point is you're young,
实际就是个孩子，大把的人生路途在前面等着你 A kid, really, your whole life ahead of you.
但趁着机会在你手中溜走之前就抓住它，这种事情 But it's not too soon to start making opportunities for yourself...
越早做越好 Before it all washes away.
说的对，我猜.老爸也是这么说的 Yeah, I guess. Pop says so too.
你知道，我在学校里非常刻苦 You know, I work pretty hard at school.
那太棒了 That's swell.
然而，在音乐上，如果你想更上一层楼... However, the music, if you want to pursue it...
斯旺女士的课程，他们只能带你走这么远了 The lessons from Mrs. Swan, they'll only take you so far.
圣弗朗西斯科专门有一个人 There's this guy in San Francisco.
我已经做过咨询 I've made inquiries.
每个人都说他是最棒的 Everybody says he's the best.
他教授过一些人，这些人后来在交响乐团等大型音乐会上有了很大的成就 Trained people who've gone on to big concert careers in symphony orchestras, the works.
他的名字叫杰奎斯 His name is Jacques...
卡堪古斯 Carcanogues.
我不确定我是否发音正确，不管怎样，他是法国人 I'm not sure I'm pronouncing it right. Anyway, he's a frenchman.
-喔，天，一位法国人？ -你很有天赋 - Oh, boy. A frenchman? - You've got talent.
所有人都能看出这一点.而他是最棒的 Anybody can see that. And he's the best.
如果他看到一个他认为有天赋的学生 If he sees a student that he thinks has talent,
他会悉心教授他们，而且收费几乎是零.所以毫无疑问你会被收下 He takes them on for next to nothing. So you're a cinch to be accepted.
我可以支付课程费用.就像我之前说的那样，花费并不多 I could cover the costs of the lessons. Like I said, it's pretty modest.
-喔，天哪，克兰恩先生 -不，我必须这样做 - Oh, Jeez, Mr. Crane. - No, I have to do it.
我无法袖手旁观，眼睁睁看着更多的东西被毁掉 I can't stand by and watch any more things go down the drain.
你还年轻.未必能明白个中关键 You're young. You don't understand.
哦，天啊，克兰恩先生.我真的没有考虑过开展职业生涯或其他东西 Well, Jeez, Mr. Crane. I hadn't really thought about a career or stuff.
我知道你没有考虑过 Well, I know you haven't.
听着，就当是帮我一个忙去见他吧 Look, just go see him as a favor to me.
我已经和那个人谈过了 I talked to this guy.
当我告诉他你有多么有才华的时候，他整个人都松弛下来了 He loosened up a little bit when I told him how talented you were.
他同意在这个周六见你 He's agreed to see you this Saturday.
他说也许你是个未经雕琢的钻石 He said maybe you're a diamond in the rough.
原话如此 His words.
天，我不知道，克兰恩先生 Jeez, I don't know, Mr. Crane.
就当是帮我一个忙去见他吧 Just go see him as a favor to me.
你是父亲？ You are the father?
不，我是她的...我是家里的一个朋友 No, I'm her... I'm a family friend.
我是卡堪古斯.亲爱的，你稍等一下 I am Carcanogues. You will wait, my dear.
我和你在电话上聊过了，对吗？ I speak with you on the phone, no?
你对音乐有特殊的兴趣吗？ You have a special interest in music?
嗯哼 En...huh
一位音乐爱好者，那就好 A music lover, alors.
我不敢自称专家 I don't pretend to be an expert.
她弹的如何？ How did she do?
她看上去是一位非常好的姑娘 She seemed like a very nice girl.
她的弹奏水平，先生 She play, monsieur,
像一个非常好的姑娘 Like a very nice girl.
很烂 Stinks.
好姑娘 Nice girl,
然而，很烂 However, stinks.
我不太明白 Well, I don't understand.
也没有什么不好懂的地方 Is not so hard to understand.
她的演奏，很有礼貌 Her playing, very polite.
她犯了很多错误吗？ Did she make mistakes?
错误？没有 Mistake? No.
让她弹什么音符，她就弹什么音符 It say "E-flat," she play E-flat.
叮叮咚咚.她弹的音符从不出错 Ping, ping. She play the right note always.
我不太明白.没有犯错误？ Well, I don't understand. No mistakes?
你听我说,她还是孩子.我以为你能把这些孩子调教… Look, she's just a kid. I thought you taught these kids to...
不,不,不,先生.那是我无法传授给她的?我不能传授给她灵魂 No, no, no, monsieur. That is what I cannot teach her? I cannot teach her to have the soul.
听着,先生.你听我说 Voyez, monsieur. Look.
演奏钢琴的关键不在于十根手指 To play the piano is not about the fingers.
我们用十根手指演奏 We make with the fingers.
但是这位先生，她演奏的音乐,是从灵魂深处流淌出来的吗？ But the music, monsieur, she come from L'interieur, from inside?
她的音乐 The music,
从这里开始 She starts here.
再通过这里流淌出来 She come out through here.
只有这样或许 Then perhaps,
或许 Perhaps,
她的去向才能这样 She can go here.
正如我所说,我不是专业人士 Like I said, I'm not an expert.
所以你就得听我的,因为我是专业人士 So you can listen to me, for I am expert.
听着,先生.这个姑娘,是好姑娘 Voyez, monsieur. This girl, nice girl.
聪慧的双手.好姑娘 Very clever hands. Nice girl.
我想,也许某天… I think, perhaps some day...
她会成为一名熟练的打字员 She can make very good typist?
就是这样 Voila.
-我搞砸了,对吗？ -他没有这么说 - I stank, didn't I? - He didn't say that.
不,但或多或少搞砸了 No, but more or less.
我不是专业人士 I'm no expert,
但肯定有大把的老师比这个小丑水平高的多 But there must be a dozen teachers better than this clown.
-不,听着,真的… -更加称职 - No, look, really... - More qualified.
天杀的怂货 Goddamn phony.
真的,没事的 Really, it's okay.
我对专业的音乐表演兴趣不大 I'm not interested in playing music pofessionally.
你知道,对于是否开展职业生涯我一点谱都没有 You know, I'm not sure I want a career at all,
而且就算我想,我可能想做一名兽医 And if I did, I'd probably be a veterinarian.
-兽医 -没错 - Veterinarian. - Yeah.
但我很感激您的拨冗垂青 But I do appreciate your interest.
不值一提 It was nothing.
我真希望我刚才的表现能更好，因为我知道那会让你真正的快乐 I wish I'd played better for you 'cause I know it would've made you real happy.
你知道你是什么吗？ You know what you are?
什么？ What?
你是一名热心的爱好者 You're an enthusiast.
恩,也许吧 Yeah, maybe.
你知道吗,我真的很感激您花在我身上的关心和关注 You know, I really do appreciate the interest you've taken.
我只是想让你快乐 I just wanted to make you happy.
不用,真没事.我想做这事 No, it's really okay. I wanna do it.
-波蒂！ -不,关系的,真的 - Birdy! - No, it's okay, really.
克兰恩先生,我想这么做.克兰恩先生！ Mr. Crane, I wanna do it.Mr. Crane!
-波蒂,请不要这么做！ -克兰恩先生,求你了？ - Birdy, please don't do that! - Mr. Crane, please!
-我的老天爷啊,波蒂！ -求你了,克兰恩先生 - Heavens to betsy, Birdy! - Please, Mr. Crane.
事故发生前的时间流逝的特别慢 Time slow down right before in accident,
趁着这段走马灯时间我想了好多事 And I have time to think about things.
我想起之前一个葬礼承包人给我说过的话 I thought about what an undertaker had told me once.
不管怎样,在你死后,你的头发还会继续 That your hair keeps growing for a while, anyway,
生长一阵子 After you die.
然后就停下来了 And then it stops.
我当时想着,"是什么让它继续生长？ "I thought, "What keeps it growing?"
类似于插进土里的植物吗？ Is it like a plant in soil?
那破土而出的是什么？ What goes out of the soil?
灵魂吗？ The soul?
那么头发什么时候意识到它们已经逝去了呢？ And when does the hair realize that it's gone?
你好！ Hello!
我注意到您仍然用豌豆石铺装停车道 I noticed you still have pea stone in your driveway.
当然,你每隔几年就需要补充修整一下,对吧？当豌豆石路面变得稀薄的时候？ Of course you have to rejuvenate that every couple of years, don't you? When the pea stone thins out?
它们跑哪里去了？ Where does it go?
就像那些奇怪的袜子 Like the odd sock.
当然,你肯定知道它去哪里了.你可能经常从草坪上捡起一些碎石子 Course, you know where it goes. You probably pick pieces of it off your lawn all the time,
放进你的草坪修剪机搅拌一下，然后倒在门廊上一起扫掉 Churn it up with your lawn mover,sweep it off your porch there.
-很令人头疼 -我觉得无所谓 - Pain in the neck. - Never bothered me.
所以，您曾经考虑过使用沥青碎石路面吗？ Well, have you ever considered tar macadam?
人们通常认为那只是用在公共工程或商业用途 People think it's just for public works or commercial purposes,
但是现在我们有技术可以将它用于私人家庭业主中 But we have the technology now to bring it to the homeowner,
个人即可订购,价格低廉 Individual consumer, at very competitive prices.
介意我向您展示本产品的规格吗？下午好,夫人 Mind if I show you the specifications? Afternoon, Ma'am.
你在卖什么？ What are you selling?
夫人,我正在向您的丈夫介绍可以铺设在 Ma'am, I was just telling your husband here about tar macadam.
您这条停车道的沥青碎石路 For your home driveway here.
这是宣传手册.这是现代化的方式去... Here's the brochure. It's the modern way to...
快滚 Get lost.
天 Jesus.
朵丽丝 Doris.
你不要说话.我能处理 Don't say anything. I'm fine.
克莱恩 Crane.
克莱恩先生？ Mr. Crane?
你在吗？ Are you there?
你醒了吗？ Are you awake?
他醒过来了 He's comin' around.
你能讲话吗,先生？这些人需要和你交谈 Can you talk, sir?These men have to talk to you.
你醒了吗？先生？ Are you awake? Sir?
他…他醒了.直接说吧 He's... he's awake. Go ahead.
你醒了吗？ Are you awake?
他醒了吗? Is he awake?
克兰恩,一旦你完全恢复意识,我们就必须通知你… Crane, as soon as you're conscious, we have to tell you that...
-他有意识了吗？ -他的眼睛睁开了 - Is he conscious? - His eyes are open.
你被捕了 You're under arrest.
一点得到医生允许,我们将你转移 Soon as the doctor lets us,we gotta move you.
他听懂了吗？我们应该告诉他.你有意识了吗？ Does he understand that? We're supposed to tell him. Are you conscious?
-他们会把你带去监狱医院 -因谋杀案被捕 - They'll take you to the prison hospital. - Under arrest for murder.
波蒂 Birdy
什么？他说什么？ What? What'd he say?
波蒂.那个女孩,不,那女孩没事 Birdy.The girl. No, the girl's okay.
锁骨骨折了 Broken clavicle.
那是锁骨,克兰恩.已经骨折了 That's a collarbone, Crane. It's broken.
不过她没事 She's okay, though.
所以他听懂了吗，那么，他因涉嫌谋杀他被捕了？ So he understands, then, he's under arrest for murder?
大号戴夫 Big Dave.
什么？他说什么 What? What'd he say?
他说好的 He said okay.
他说的是这个吗？ Is that what he said?
你因涉嫌谋杀克莱顿.托利弗被逮捕 You're under arrest for the murder of Creighton Tolliver.
你听懂了吗？ You understad that?
他听懂了吗？ Does he understand?
那个怂货 The pansy.
一个孩子在城外的一个水坑里潜水时发现了他的车 A kid diving in a water holeoutside of town had found his car.
他们用绞车拖了上来… They winched it out...
发现他遭受过殴打,正如大号戴夫所说 And found he'd been beaten,just like Big Dave said.
殴打致死 Beaten to death.
他的公文包内有我签名的合同文件 Inside his briefcase were the partnership papers I'd signed,
上面清楚写明我给了他一万块 Showing that I'd given him ten grand.
对于地方检察官而言，那让所有的事情都有了来龙去脉 For the district attorney, that made it fall into place.
我指使朵丽丝窃取那笔钱 I'd gotten Doris to steal the money.
那个怂货不知怎么有了察觉,所以我必须杀了他以绝后患 The pansy had gotten wise somehow, so I had to kill him to cover my tracks.
在提审日历上 On the arraignment calendar,
民众起诉爱德华.克兰恩 People v. Edward Crane.
我陷入了绝境 I was in a spot.
你在本控告书中被指控如下… You are charged in a one-count complaint...
我打给弗莱迪.里登施耐德将自己的房子转让给他 I called in Freddy Riedenschneider and signed the house over to him.
他说他通常收取的报酬不会这么低 He said he didn't ordinarily work that cheap,
但上一次没施展神通让他觉得欠了我一些东西 But he figured he owed me something since the last one hadn't played out.
-你现在作何辩护？ -我们认为无罪,法官大人 - How do you now plead? - We plead not guilty, your honor.
我试着告诉他故事的全貌,但里登施耐德阻止了我 I tried to tell him the whole story, but Riedenschneider stopped me.
他说那则故事让他头疼不已 He said the story made his head hurt.
他觉得一旦用出来无论怎样我都会因谋杀大号戴夫 He didn't see any way of using it without putting me on the hot seat...
-遭受严厉质询 -庭审日期定于下周一 - For the murder of Big Dave. - Trial date is set for Monday a week.
不过他告诉我别多想.说他已经想到了对策 He told me not to worry, though. Said he'd think of something.
他们让我处于24小时不间断的死亡监视 They put me on 24-hour death watch,
以防止我逃过正义裁决，正如我妻子之前所为 So that I couldn't cheat justice like they said my wife had done.
但在陪审团面前,他们声明朵丽丝是圣人 But in front of the jury, they had it that Doris was a saint.
全盘计划皆出自我手 The whole plan had been mine.
我是心理操纵大师,强迫朵丽丝入伙 I was a svengali who had forced Doris to join
我的犯罪大业 My criminal enterprise.
一直持续下去 On and on it went,
我如何利用朵丽丝,然后让她承担责任 How I'd used Doris, then let her take the fall.
这样的言论让人感到痛苦,因为其中一些是接近真相的 That stuff smarted because some of it was close to being true.
然后就轮到里登施耐德上场了 And then it was Riedenschneider's turn.
女士们、先生们,陪审团成员们,圣罗莎市的公民们 Ladies and gentlemen, members of the jury, citizens of Santa Rosa,
我们刚刚听到了来自检察官的一番相当耸人听闻的描述... We've just heard from the district attorney a rather lurid description...
描述了一个真正卑鄙的人 Of a truly despicable man.
我必须承认他干得漂亮.他放了很多烟雾弹迷惑了他们 I gotta hand it to him.He tossed a lot of sand in their eyes,
他探讨了我怎么在宇宙中失去自己的位置 He talked about how I'd lost my place in the universe,
我怎么怎么平庸,不可能是检察官所描述中的那种… How I was too ordinary to be the criminal mastermind...
那些罪案的主谋 The D.A. made me out to be,
怎么怎么有一些更大的计划正在运作,州政府尚未揭开它的面纱 How there was some greater scheme at work that the state had yet to unravel.
之前没机会用在朵丽丝身上的那套理论，又被他重新搬出来再次利用 And he threw in some of the old truth stuff he hadn't had the chance to trot out for Doris.
初看这些行，可能会感觉只是现代艺术作品的混乱 May at first look at these lines and see only the chaos of a work of modern art.
他让他们看着我,仔细看着我 He told them to look at me, look at me close.
他们靠的越近,就越觉得困惑不已 That the closer they looked,the less sense it would all make.
这个人类,这个理发师 This human, this barber.
一点都不像能杀人的人 That I wasn't the kind of guy to kill a guy,
再怎么说我也只是区区一个理发师 That I was the barber,for Christ's sake.
我跟他们一样,是平凡的人 I was just like them, an ordinary man.
活在一个没有我的位置的世界里，有罪 Guilty of living in a world that had no place for me, yeah.
渴望成为一名干洗工，有罪 Guilty of wanting to be a dry cleaner, sure.
但不会因为谋杀 But not of murder.
但更具体地说，这是一个理发师的困境 But most specifically, this is a barber's dilemma.
因为他是现代人 For he is modern man.
他说我是现代人 He said I was modern man.
他是你们的镜像 He is your reflection.
如果他们投票我有罪 And if they voted to convict me,
他们实际上是在把绞索套在自己的脖子上 They'd be practically cinching the noose around their own necks.
他告诉他们不要看事实本身，而是要看事实的内涵 He told them to look not at the facts, but at the meaning of the facts.
接着他说那些事实没有任何意义 And then he said the facts had no meaning.
真是一篇相当不错的演讲，甚至让我也信以为真 It was a pretty good speech and even had me going,
直到弗兰克横刀截断 Until Frankie interrupted it.
你到底是个什么东西啊？ What kind of man are you?
请求宣布审判无效！法官大人！ Move for a mistrial!Your honor!
你到底是个什么玩意？ What kind of man are you?
请求宣布重审！ Move for a mistrial.
额，他如愿获得审判无效，但是水井已经枯竭了 Well, he got his mistrial, but the well had run dry.
再没有任何可以抵押的东西了 There was nothing left to mortgage.
里登施耐德打道回府，庭上指定劳埃德·加罗韦继任我的律师 Riedenschneider went home, and the court appointed Lloyd Garroway,
他让法庭来决定我的命运 Who threw me on the mercy of the court.
法官大人，我们认罪... Your honor, we plead guilty...
但有情节减轻的情况 With extenuating circumstances.
那是我唯一的机会，他说 It was my only chance, he said.
我猜那也意味我从来就没有过机会 I guess that meant I never had a chance.
他对现代男性那一套，或者不确定性的理论，都不买账 He wasn't buying any of that modern man stuff, or the uncertainty stuff,
亦或者任何呼引宽恕的说辞 Or any of the mercy stuff either.
这个人对社会构成威胁 This man is a menace to society.
统统拒之门外，他要按照规定来 Nope, he was going by the book,
规定上写明我要坐电椅 And the book said I got the chair.
他已经失去了生而为人的权利 He has forfeited the right to his own life.
所以我已至此 So here I am,
起先我不知道自己是怎么到达这里的 At first I didn't know how I got here.
当然是一步步走进来的，这我知道 I knew step by step, of course,
就如我之前向你倾诉的那样，一步一个脚印 Which is what I've told you, step by step.
但是我看不见脚下的任何路径 But I couldn't see any pattern.
既然现在我已接近尾声 Now that I'm near the end,
我很高兴这本男性杂志愿意付报酬将这个故事讲出来 I'm glad that this men's magazine paid me to tell my story.
付诸文字帮助我理顺了一切 Writing it has helped me sort it all out.
他们付给我五美分一字的稿费 They're paying me flve cents a word,
所以如果有时我告诉你的比你想知道的多，请你见谅 So you'll pardon me if sometimes I've told you more than you wanted to know.
但既然现在所有不相关的事情似乎都联系起来了 But now all the disconnected things seem to hook up.
离开的有趣之处就在于这里 That's the funny thing about going away,
知道你将死去的确切日期 Knowing the date you're going to die.
这本男人杂志想让我写下这是怎样的一种感觉 And the men's magazine wanted me to tell how that felt.
这就像是从迷宫之中抽身而去 Well, it's like pulling away from the maze.
当你在迷宫里时，不管遇到什么，都只能任由自己发挥 While you're in the maze, you go throught willy-nilly,
在每一个你觉得必须转弯的地方转弯 Turning where you think you have to turn,
在死胡同里碰的鼻青脸肿 Banging into the dead ends,
一波未平一波又起 One thing after another.
但你从远处回望时 But you get some distance on it,
所有那些遭遇的曲折和转折 And all those twists and turns...
他们塑造了你的生命轨迹 Why, they're the shape of your life.
很难去解释清楚 It's hard to explain.
但是，当你窥看全貌，会感到一些平静 But seeing it whole gives you some peace.
这本男性杂志也询问了有关懊悔的问题 The men's magazine also asked about remorse.
是的，我想我为我给别人带来的痛苦感到抱歉 Yeah, I guess I'm sorry about the pain I caused other people.
但所有的事我没有任何后悔 But I don't regret anything.
一件都没有 Not a thing.
我曾经 I used to.
我曾经后悔做一名理发师 I used to regret being the barber.
我不知道我将会被带向何方 I don't know where I'm being taken.
不知道在地球和天空之外我会发现什么 I don't know what I'll find beyond the earth and sky,
但我不害怕离去 But I'm not afraid to go.
也许我在那里会更清楚地理解那些我不理解的事情 Maybe the things I don't understand will be clearer there,
如眼前烟消云散时 Like when a fog blows away.
或许朵丽丝也在那里 Maybe Doris will be there.
或者在那里我可以告诉她... And maybe there I can tell her...
所有那些... All those things...
在这里他们的语言无力描述的事情 They don't have words for here.
（静安寺上师自译）